And that 8 year old child was just looking straight his back was touching one corner of wall. His eyes was dried up after crying and his face was not able to show any emotion at all. Blood was still clotting in his forearm and nose was bleeding. Laying at one side his legs were straight..looks like he was deciding where to go first at left or right in front of himself. Which body needs him most, which body needs his support most. Body of his father who was socially Muslim or body of his Mom who was socially Hindu..!!!
When eyes can not see and ears refuse to listen anything and when one can even not feel sensation on his skin.
8 years is less to grow for getting development ..but one instace one event made him grew. Just 1 hour before he was holding his father's hand and was looking at his Mother. He was just a kid then now he grew. He grew with sorrows in his eyes , he grew with a vision of burden , he grew with helplessnes in his heart.
And where should he try for support? And to whom? To them who are shouting name of Allah and destroying the peace? or to them who who are shouting name of Ram and burning all the streets.
How will that kid come out ? How will he shout for help? And to whom..? Killers of his life?
Wounded and half dead kid starts thinking and is lost in thoughts ..half fainted ..no hope..no love..no life.
Creator created and now we are destroying..let's finish it absalutely..let's proof He was wrong. Cause he was. He did a mistake cause he used different names or he himself was confused that what is he.
Kid wants to stand..thinking in his mind.." lets make this world more beautiful ..and why not ...these all are trying to make it..red is beautiful color let's make everything red. Lets give everyone peace..showing them way of death". " Cause it's dead world it has died already..long before... only dead can love dead and being a part of this dead world ..it needs contribution..it needs blood ..it needs death". Why not to show the creator that ..yes it was his mistake ..let us make him realize that he did the last mistake and noone else did any mistake after.
Suddenly he looked outside cause of shouting ..a young man cut hands of an 50 years old man. He got thrilled his heart stopped for a moment and then he smiled..he smiled looking above ..now how will he pray you. he became sad at other moment whispering " now how will he hold his stick to walk". Time stopped at that moment for him although he wished that time runs very fast. Mind was not able to understand " what is happening and why ". " Why the cheated me...why teach of love and he can see that nowhere instead they even destroyed and killed the source of love" he again looked at the body of man which was lying at certain distance..this time he wanted to shout and cry..but could't make it he was numb..his body now was showing no movement..just his eyes were blinking.
"What God is I even don't know that..does he likes war?" he again lost in thoughts " Does He hates love and hence they each hate other. Does he creates us..so that we can destroy ..he says other is devil and satan ..are we strong to fight against devil? If Yes..then why He says He is fighting against devil..if we are then where from He comes. Did't He tell these outsiders ..I am in all ..then why they are killing his part, if they love Him? Did't he tell them everything is his? Then why they are destroying his things? Is't it sin now.destroying his creation? Yeh..must be like this only ..it's not sin.cause they say ..they are killing sinners. Then what judgement will God do at judgment day or after death at judgement? Is't people themself are able to judge sins ..cause they are ..they are judging and they are punishing.I don't think one is judged two times for same sin. Can't we leave judgement onto Himself?"
Lost in himself he was looking outside at running crowd ...then looking in front of two bodies..he wanted to shout for help..but was also scared what if they hear him...sun was setting..evening was ready to hold light in it's arms...sunset was looking more red this day...voices were silent..he was scared now ..and wanted to shout ..he tried to shout for help..he tried to shout and suddenly ..heavier noise of bang thundered all dimentions..his heart which was already weaker n..now rejected to fight this shock..in a moment his eyelids stoped blinking..his hand fell on ground..his ears were no more able to detect any sound...still he was able to see..a small white light going far and more far from him ..there were no more thoughts ..there was no regret..there were no questions...no human..no God...a darkness and in next moment he drown in it.
Ceiling fan was still rotating..throwing wind below..sparrow which was sitting on roof ..now flew to return back to it's nest ...in dim light of evening.
When eyes can not see and ears refuse to listen anything and when one can even not feel sensation on his skin.
8 years is less to grow for getting development ..but one instace one event made him grew. Just 1 hour before he was holding his father's hand and was looking at his Mother. He was just a kid then now he grew. He grew with sorrows in his eyes , he grew with a vision of burden , he grew with helplessnes in his heart.
And where should he try for support? And to whom? To them who are shouting name of Allah and destroying the peace? or to them who who are shouting name of Ram and burning all the streets.
How will that kid come out ? How will he shout for help? And to whom..? Killers of his life?
Wounded and half dead kid starts thinking and is lost in thoughts ..half fainted ..no hope..no love..no life.
Creator created and now we are destroying..let's finish it absalutely..let's proof He was wrong. Cause he was. He did a mistake cause he used different names or he himself was confused that what is he.
Kid wants to stand..thinking in his mind.." lets make this world more beautiful ..and why not ...these all are trying to make it..red is beautiful color let's make everything red. Lets give everyone peace..showing them way of death". " Cause it's dead world it has died already..long before... only dead can love dead and being a part of this dead world ..it needs contribution..it needs blood ..it needs death". Why not to show the creator that ..yes it was his mistake ..let us make him realize that he did the last mistake and noone else did any mistake after.
Suddenly he looked outside cause of shouting ..a young man cut hands of an 50 years old man. He got thrilled his heart stopped for a moment and then he smiled..he smiled looking above ..now how will he pray you. he became sad at other moment whispering " now how will he hold his stick to walk". Time stopped at that moment for him although he wished that time runs very fast. Mind was not able to understand " what is happening and why ". " Why the cheated me...why teach of love and he can see that nowhere instead they even destroyed and killed the source of love" he again looked at the body of man which was lying at certain distance..this time he wanted to shout and cry..but could't make it he was numb..his body now was showing no movement..just his eyes were blinking.
"What God is I even don't know that..does he likes war?" he again lost in thoughts " Does He hates love and hence they each hate other. Does he creates us..so that we can destroy ..he says other is devil and satan ..are we strong to fight against devil? If Yes..then why He says He is fighting against devil..if we are then where from He comes. Did't He tell these outsiders ..I am in all ..then why they are killing his part, if they love Him? Did't he tell them everything is his? Then why they are destroying his things? Is't it sin now.destroying his creation? Yeh..must be like this only ..it's not sin.cause they say ..they are killing sinners. Then what judgement will God do at judgment day or after death at judgement? Is't people themself are able to judge sins ..cause they are ..they are judging and they are punishing.I don't think one is judged two times for same sin. Can't we leave judgement onto Himself?"
Lost in himself he was looking outside at running crowd ...then looking in front of two bodies..he wanted to shout for help..but was also scared what if they hear him...sun was setting..evening was ready to hold light in it's arms...sunset was looking more red this day...voices were silent..he was scared now ..and wanted to shout ..he tried to shout for help..he tried to shout and suddenly ..heavier noise of bang thundered all dimentions..his heart which was already weaker n..now rejected to fight this shock..in a moment his eyelids stoped blinking..his hand fell on ground..his ears were no more able to detect any sound...still he was able to see..a small white light going far and more far from him ..there were no more thoughts ..there was no regret..there were no questions...no human..no God...a darkness and in next moment he drown in it.
Ceiling fan was still rotating..throwing wind below..sparrow which was sitting on roof ..now flew to return back to it's nest ...in dim light of evening.
