What should I say in Silence?

The twilight was steadily shutting down ..ready to get merged in darkness. Heartbeat of nature was now slowing down and the soul was able to see the separation from heart. Yeh it's always hard for a soul to be witness of separation from heart. When the pain pinches every part of skin digging to dig the hear and bring out soul away from inside.And then a strange music of end enters from the ear to the inner core of oneself. With desires to hold...to hold the moment to hold the last breaths of heart. Banging inside the body heart attempts alot, begs alot for mercy but this cruel time does't know the art of listening. It keeps on moving like a blind man searching for treasure.You can still hear the cry of soul spreaded everywhere in vast universe..the whispering of pain from micro to macro level. The soul wants to call heart it requests heart.." Oh my heart the existence will be changed into non existence..the moment you are separate..oh heart why things changes so much. Why dream changes into reality and then again is lost in infinite world".."Oh heart will there be a time again when you will beat for me?.. Can you see ohh..the darkness is surrounding me..the silence is ready to capture my existence...the senses are loosing sensitivity...save me if if it could be saved..". In silcence with smaller and shorter beats heart was just able to see it's soul getting lost in that darkness..lips were trying to say but could not. Evening star was in west now..like the star wants to throw lights in the city of goddess Athena. Moon was now covered with dark clouds and wind  was chilly and humid. Soul was just able to see that star everything  else was lost in darkness. Heartbeats were now slower and random ..like it's giving a soft painful kiss to soul. And the pain was equally divided at both side. Suddenly a small shooting star emerged in the land of Athena..at same time evening star got dissapeared ..last symbol of life passed through the heart letting it beat last time..and then there was no sound of heartbeat..in a sudden jerk the soul was thrown away in unknown dimension. Everything that was existent once..has become part of non existence. Only remnants can be seen spreaded somewhere in the sky from the land of Athena to the Land of Sun.
Soul must still be existent somewhere..even in non existential world and missing the heart once it was part of. Soul must still be sitting silently with a drop of tear in eyes and memory of sounds of heartbeat. Yes soul still must be in.. vibrating whisper.."Missing You Heart".

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Dhadkta Dil !!!

wo awaj jo ab khamosh hai kisi saaye mei..
Meri ruh ki cheekh ustak ab pahunchti nahi..
wo rangin khwabon ki raat..wo chamakte cheeragon ki baat..
jalte to bahot hai dil..par roshni ab hoti nahi..

kisi shaam ki yaad ka dastak dena..
chamakte sitaro ka roushan hona..
sitare ab bhi aasma mei hai  magar..
kisi chand ki roshni ab pahunchti nahi..

najare humne bhi dekhe jamane ke..
kisi khwab mei bikhre huwe sitaron ke..
dhadkta to dil hai ab bhi lekin..
Roushan noor ab ruh ko karti nahi..

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Chala chal tu chala chal tu chala chal tu

Dil mei jawaland jwala..
Bujhne na de..
Dharti ke dhool se asman ke taron tak..
Badlon ko cheerta chalta chal tu..
chala chal tu chala chal tu chala chal tu

Nirasha ke vicharon se..
Asha ki umeedon tak..
kahin ruk na tu..
kahin thak na tu..
Marq mei aye rukawaton se seekhta chal tu..
chala chal tu chala chal tu chala chal tu

Tere kadam ruke nahi..
Tera sheesh jhuke nahi..
Dil ke jwalant tufaan se..
Jag ko jagata chal tu..
chala chal tu chala chal tu chala chal tu

Jivan aur mrityun se dur..
vicharon ke sansar se dur..
Us adhrishya ko mahsoos kar..
Tujhme samati shristi ka..
Tanik bhi sandeh na kar tu..
chala chal tu chala chal tu chala chal tu

Candy Crush Saga Poem - Facebook Game

The blue candy, the green candy..
Sitting in a row near yellow candy..
Jelly is surrounded by the chocolate..
Oh send me extra move before it gets to late..

Pair of three is not working anymore..
Pair of four is invisible at edge or core..
Same level is making me bore..
Request for extra life will now knock someone's door..

That damn recipe sticks at top..
Without sweet there is no chance for it's hop..
That Jelly is wasting my move..
A pair of candy can make it poof..

ohh my candy spreaded everywhere..
It reshuffles when i see no moves anywhere..
ohh candy you are wasting my time..
I wanna make you all mine..

Long way is still left with you..
Lemonade I still remember I struggled with you..
Chocolate mountain does't gives me clue..
I just need a candy which is blue..

Surprised ..I will be if see candy which is white..
Friends please give me some extra life..!!!


For my Candy Crush Saga Friends....

Mother India !!!

 And the mother was crying got beaten by her own children. Scars and deep wounds could now be seen clearly..the red blood was now flowing through the wound..she was moaning still trying to hide her pain ..she was crying remembering her past ..remembering her those kids who loved her and who died for her long time back..Now her own kids have started gaining profit from her milk..selling it corrupting it..leaving her alone steadily in the dark night. She again wants to stand ..she again wants to shout ..but at next moment she fells down every-time she tries to attempt..Lost in the hope that if someone could hear  if someone could hear not the voice but the pain that she gets on every hit on every wound on every torture..She looks around and finds a crowd, a crowd of her own children planning to sell the pieces of her body. She wants to close the eyes looking at this and suddenly a drop of tear fells down to her lips with murmuring moan "I am your only..why you want to sell me". "Look I have everything to fulfill your desires..then why this madness". Suddenly one of the child looks at her face and shouts laughingly.."how much will that tear costs" and stops laughingly.
The Mother face was now black like coal, spectrum of waves were harder to reach her ears, she was looking at them the children who really does't deserve to be children and they were getting transmuted from man-eaters to soul-eaters. Far away from them there was row of other children who could feel the pain but that was just a crowd of scared lambs. Living and thinking in their own way ready to get changed like front sons..like waiting for opportunity. 
The sun was now invisible outside just leaving a small light a small hope of morning but with a scared feeling a scared thought of dark night that could inhale complete life. 
Eyes were getting closed with the sharp memory of past ..the memory when she had a child with the power of tiger, love towards her like that of own soul, faith like a heart ..and affection like sense. Oh he loved, he cared and yes he had also breathed last breath on her womb. This thought makes her weaker..she collects her energy again and wants to tell and shout.." I know you have desires..bigger desires..Look at me help me..let me breath ..trust me have faith on me..and I am so much capable that your current desires will be less would be negligible I will give you so much. Trust me Love me and I will show you the capability beyond your imagination.But I can't as I am not different from you..you are part of me ..my own body." "Every time you sell me ...you sell yourself and that is more pity" But her desire to shout stops in next moment with a thunder of subconscious storm...one of her child had thrown a black coal on her breast making her loose awareness.  She could not resist the hurt and went unconscious as she was already weak ..she was not even getting fodder to eat now. Empty stomach hurts..torture...the light was going far from her eyes..in a small hope of morning..in a small hope of support..in a small hope of sunlight..in small hope that she still has children somewhere searching for her to raise her to help her to lift her to free her..so that she can again shine like gold ..with a new thought with new energy..same glitter that she had...yes she was hoping same glitter but with new thought with new colors.
The sun was on horizon now..stars started appearing..light from her eyes started disappearing bringing her in subconscious sleep..the small hope was still there..a small light from millions of stars is still there.......

Unforgettable : Before End..Before Absolute

I can remember yes I can remember, just few moments back before this darkness. I was standing beneath that blue sky and whole existence was blue. Blue before the darkness arises to hold and cuddle everything that could ever existed. Just the soul can survive standing alone surrounded in sky blue light ready to drown and melt into darkness.
The feeling of separation from illusion is surrounding the soul in that existence. What is this illusion, this existence , love just mere a fake cover got covered in the form of all these illusions. What is and what was the wish of that search. Was't that search of life a search of love..a search of destruction. A place where there is just search of you, where it's just you surrounding existence, where the desire begins from you and the hope dies to you ..yeh there only, the life starts and ends at you.
The desire of creation leading continuously towards destruction ..changing faith into faithlessness every-time. Yeh it's the same place surrounding in this blue dim light. Just a moment, got silenced after so much crowd and ready to jump in darkness at other moment. Just a moment where desire suffers and at same time desire occurs wearing a cover of hope. A hope that there will again be light there will again be crowd after darkness that yet has to come. Just a point which is the reason of creation. A point due to which soul is stuck in infinite loop of creation and destruction. Playing with it's own illusion.

The blue ray is passing through the soul, expanding the limits of soul to in
finite. Sound of destruction of memory is echoing in the surrounding. A never stopping search getting reflected from the buried grave of existence. Existence which was nothing more than illusion is now getting faded and merging in truth ..blue light getting faded and merging in darkness..whatever remains getting merged with dark truth. Yeh truth is dark cause truth has no color. Absolute truth when nude is just dark..dark like nothing.Nothing at all. Just a sense of isness. Just a sense which is purest of soul. The purest of soul removing all it's cloths.. cloths of illusion..surrounded by itself..in a small point ..in a small point of infinite.
A huge crowd just a moment before is silenced and all the dimensions got curved, entangled in an infinite small point.
Time too has stoped in the echo of remnant of dim blue light of life. Search of life still has not stoped, the ending desire still searching for the hopes of past.
Just a small gap in time and everything got inhaled in darkness, a time where soul is standing now. With small sense ...the smallest desire of creation of existence of illusion..an illusion which has to start after darkness. And then it's just absolute dark..absolute truth ..just purest of soul..smallest desire of creation somewhere standing at the edge of darkness. The beginning of journey ends or starts..it's the same point ..a point in time containing both points of start and end. Just a small sense of soul, the truth and.......!!!

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A million drops of silence!!!

A million drops of silence..
Whispers of promises now crying and dying..

Creating conflicts inside resulting in pain.
Making and breaking heart throwing soul to drain..

A million drops of silent violence..
Showering from the eyes..
Melting the heart, hurting the soul..
Leaving destiny far and alone..

A million drops of dark silence..
Flowing from the eyes..
Drying the memories insight..
Crawling the death inside..

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Ignorence!!!

Have you ever done this..
Watching someone's online status..
Not writing cause of scared feeling...
Your one word is enough to make someone invisible for you..

Just smiling with the pain hidden inside deeper..
A wish to communicate sooner or later..
New hopes burning and dying..
Like a new baby searching care and crying..

Oh just look inside your mind..
Search something inside..
Your silent silence is drowning
Your memory somewhere in me crying....

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Mei Tumse Pyar Karta Hun-2

Un siskati ret pe karahati aahaton ki tarah...
Mere najdeek aa jindagi unki yaadon ki tarah..
Mujhse khamosh na ho ..
Aur aa kar de ujale apne nigaho ki tarah...
Teri tasveer ko meri takdeer na bana..
Kar de ujale roushan meri rooh ..
Tere labon pe timtimate aandhi ki tarah..
Aur tujh bin na hai mere dil mei kuch hi..
Warna simat jaaonga mei bhi kisi khamosh andhi ki tarah...!!!

gwgw

Mei Tumse Pyar Karta Hun !!!

Kisi ki yaad..
kuch bite lamho ki kamoshi..
kisi ke hansne rone ki awajon ka dastak dena..
Aur mere dil se hote huwe meri ruh tak gujarna..
Un ankho ko dekhte huwe mera khamosh hona..
Aur fir unske najdeek jaane ki chahat..
wo shor ki yaad jo ab dil mei dafan hai khamoshi banke..
Ek umeed ka diya jo bojhta sa dikhta hai..
Aur meri awaj ko khamosh kiye deta hai..
Ae kaash kuch aisa ho jaye..Ae kaash kuch waisa ho jaaye..
uski nigahei much pe fir pad jaaye..
ohhh uski yaadon mujhko na rulao..
mujhe us samay ki ret pe waapis le jaao..
jahan fir se mei muskra ke uska didar kar sakon..
jahan mei usko fir se pyar kar sako..
jahan wo mujhe dekhe aur mei unko..
aur wahin jahan fir se jindagi ka iqraar kar sakon...!!!

gwgw

Today at Heart..!!!

AAJ DIL PE KOI ..............gwgw

Today I can't fight my heart..
I was going to smile but suddenly cried..
Like always I tried to hide the pain but suddenly cried..

Now what should I say..what happened to me..
You are unaware, I am unknown too..
Just know this, and it's enough..
I also have heart I am also human..
I was trying to search some excuse to smile but suddenly cried..

There is't so many stars in sky that everyone gets one..
There are also turbulence for ships..
Is it necessary everyone reaches to beach..
Just thinking that I was going ahead to be drown but suddenly cried..

I wish i cry like this whole life..
cause today i came to know this..
there is no value of smiling..
and I am known cause of tears only..
Just like clouds without raining..
I was moving on but suddenly cried..

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Shadow!!!

Sometimes in sky cloud appears and then there is shadow..
But then it Rains and again sky is clear..
Then silence captures deeper ..
And the shadow enters near and closer..

The deserted heart shows mirage of life..

Thunder crawls deeper inside..
Yesterday where there was light..
Today cloud made it dark night..

Feel if you can sense the desire of expression..
Listen if you can hear fate of destruction..
Don't be silent and tell.
Is't it same your own expression..

Dig inside yesterday and look..
Is't it same condition..
That you cried and I am crying..
For that only reason!!!

Hopes in Eyes

And my eyes are still waiting..
For the thundering of your light..
When it's surrounded by rain both sides.
In monsoon to look deeper in your eyes..

Now wisdom says that you don't remember,
When mind says you do remember,
The moment of time buried inside,
Deeper in heart surrounded by light..

A fake hope passes by,
Travelling on wheels of life,
Making mind itself to fight,
Leaving eyes alone whole night..

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You think you can feel?

So you think you can tell..
So you think you can feel..
When the storm is passing by here..
Silence on lips capturing there..

So you think you can feel..
The desire of ear..
To get sound from there..
When hopes are dying here..

So you think you can feel..
Eyes raining closer near..
When eyes are closed there..
And darkness is surrounded here..

So you think you can feel..
Chillness  inside skin far from flare..
When storm is entering deeper here..
And sun is glittering, shining there..

So you think you can feel..
Final kiss for soul's care..
When lips are silent here..
And eyes are closed there..

So you think you can feel..
The thoughts of feel..
When thoughts are dying here..
And thoughts are stopping there..

So You think You can feel??

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This Night..Tonight !!!

The sound of breeze in dark night
Melting ears..passing by eyes..
Touching skin.. making it white..
Shouting silence whole night..!!!

Dark cloud surrounding everywhere
Above and in front thundering outside..inside..
white memories circling , wandering mind..
Making breaking causing thoughts to collide..!!!

Holding of desires deeper and stronger..
Still waiting for the past to light..
Ending finishing hope and more hopes..
Inhaling existence and moments from inside tonight...!!!

Hope !!!

And the hope shining...above the grave dark memories..
A little glimpse of hope..entangled with desire..
Desire to look at the moments back..
Desire to reverse time and then stop..
To hold the gone smiles in lonely space..
Mind questioning mind using threads of thought..
And attempting itself for peace..
Every attempt resulting in more noise..
What is the origin and fate of that memory..
What is the reason beyond it's limitation..
Is it real or skeptic in nature..
Ohh it feels so real..
It suffers pain and itself is creator too..
Suffers love, loneliness, and thoughts crawling in itself..
Ohh mind you are creator and destructor..
If creation resulting into pain..
Then destruct ..result into the fate of thoughts of memories..
Let vanish the crawling pain..moving inside ..deepening the soul..
Destroy it..Finish it..Result in self Destruction..
Get fanatic and enjoy the peace of fate..
Thoughtless with just shining light...!!!

aaj dil dukha...gwgw

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