Thougts

When my eyes are closed,
They are fighting with me,
My thoughs have become my enemy.

Stop banging my mind,
with the sweetness of memory,
The lovely thouhts the ugly thougts,
I am tired,betrayed..let me be in peace.

I want to sleep,
Don't shout in my mind,
My nerves are week now,
My heart is evacuate.

Tell me a way to make things fine,
Help me give me your hand and raise me,
I am falling deeper and deeper in conciousnes,
Damn these thouts are shouting and crying, disturbing.

Tell me the mistake,
and show me atleast one way to hear your heart,
Treat me like human with heart and soul,
Send peace for me..i am scared thouts are killing me.

Help me fighting alone with them,
Stand near lets defeat it,
Do something they are becoming tumour in brain,
Smile and show me before they win.

You are the winner,
Don't let me loose too,
I can't see direction to walk,
thots oh..they are crawling in body.

From mind to feet,
They are hitting heart,
Banging my soul,
Sqeezing my peace.

Separating me fro myself,
In two three or hundread,
Is it the end or begenning,
Of a life without light.

If it's a curse by you,
I do accept this too,
Cause it's yours,
Atleast smile now for acceptence.


Thougts,thougs,thougts..killing me every moment...!!

Tears..!!

Fallen into ocean of tears,
Can You hold me and support,
to raise and give strength to soul,
Can You again touch my lips to shine the eyes.

The world is running by me faster,
And my body is numb at the centre,
Focused on the sky,
like searching your image on clouds.

Show me again the gentle smile on your face,
and you had promise never to cry,
so smile for the moments we had,
when the soul was more stronger the body.

always come in my dreams...!!

Darknes..!!

Night horrorfull night,
Ready to eat all the light,
So much dark inside and outside,
It's just a life without light..

Where are the eyes now,
to show the light to my eyes,
where is that touch,
to give warmth to my skin

All the stars and sun disappeared with you,
The concoisness inside me,
Seems like disappearing,
Focused on one point.

Small light surounded by vast dakness,
It's so lonely night,
Look into my soul,
It's so dark now.

Don't call me in the loneliness of night,
memory of your voice makes me cry,
I am ready to burn my heart,
scared even that will not provide light.

With vibrating lips and raining eyes....!!