Thougts

When my eyes are closed,
They are fighting with me,
My thoughs have become my enemy.

Stop banging my mind,
with the sweetness of memory,
The lovely thouhts the ugly thougts,
I am tired,betrayed..let me be in peace.

I want to sleep,
Don't shout in my mind,
My nerves are week now,
My heart is evacuate.

Tell me a way to make things fine,
Help me give me your hand and raise me,
I am falling deeper and deeper in conciousnes,
Damn these thouts are shouting and crying, disturbing.

Tell me the mistake,
and show me atleast one way to hear your heart,
Treat me like human with heart and soul,
Send peace for me..i am scared thouts are killing me.

Help me fighting alone with them,
Stand near lets defeat it,
Do something they are becoming tumour in brain,
Smile and show me before they win.

You are the winner,
Don't let me loose too,
I can't see direction to walk,
thots oh..they are crawling in body.

From mind to feet,
They are hitting heart,
Banging my soul,
Sqeezing my peace.

Separating me fro myself,
In two three or hundread,
Is it the end or begenning,
Of a life without light.

If it's a curse by you,
I do accept this too,
Cause it's yours,
Atleast smile now for acceptence.


Thougts,thougs,thougts..killing me every moment...!!