Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Misterious Mist

Blue ocean was crying with the blowing wind making a shivering sound in that dark night. Existence was dark ..enough to inhale all the lights. There was no sign of life on the beach of dark blue ocean...surrounding was just representing the ultimate death of living cosmos. At the seashore..he was sitting ..peacefully lowering his head down..with a pair of tears in his eyes..lost in memories of past..and struggling with time, to force direction of consciousness in opposite to time.Ohh he was peaceful..but you know "peace can be overwhelming, as well as it can suck life out of blood". The same was Jaden, slow rain drop was falling on his arm and his head trying to erase his tear from his eyes providing a chillness in his body..to make him shiver..but rain..oh rain can not understand that his heart and soul is already shivering cause of chillness that he got inside.
Jaden started looking at ocean and it seemed to him , ocean wants to hold him ..and cuddle in it's arm to provide real peace to his child..ocean might be struggling to touch forehead of jaden and hence it's waves were flowing longer but were just able to touch his feet. But you know nature can feel and oceans , rivers , wind they also cry when they  look a human crying..it feels like they just want to see a human smiling in and enjoying blisfulnes..cause nature is utmost strong..jaden is also his creation ..most beautiful creation that has been made ..and thus the wind was blowing harder as if wind got challenged cause his creation was sitting on it's earth's womb with crying tears in his eyes.
Suggenly a spark of thunder thundered in sky..directing jaden's mind in past ..withing a second it was dark again..more darker than before and jaden was lost in memory...with tearing eyes he was smiling..as if he had crossed all the barrier of time.." Jaden .. Jaden" " what happened love" Jaden asked Sofie. She looked at Jaden with her brown eyes with large sharp eyebrow looking mysterious above shining eyes. In black dress she was looking like princess of creator. She replied smiling and came near to Jaden, holding his hand provinding warmth to his fingers and melting the touch of her hand in his with loving heart.

It was Monday morning in the month of December cold wind was blowing , and Jaden was standing in the garden of his college campus. It was not normal college..a mystery college surrounded by mountain at one end  and ocean at opposite.Architecture of campus is unique in world " the mystery multiversity "   with large red beatiful bulding standing between it's famous garden " garden of angels " at east side and dense forest at west end. Student start their daily routine by running , meditating in first sunlight with rising of sun from ocean.
In evening very selected senior student are permitted to visit dense forest..visiting dense forest there is wish of every student..2000 students at campus they know it's really hard to achieve a level where they would be allowed to visit forest. Only most talented students can reach upto that level , to experiment advanced studies  by directly experimenting into hidden mystery of forest. Still multiversity is unknown to world and has been kept unknown cause of their powerful knowledge.

At center of park Jaden was looking at the enter gate..so that he can see sofie sofie entering the park to join him. In blue dress ..she entered the gate .. and jaden started walking towards gate ..last 2 years he has been doing same , distance was large still as it was a large park, suddenly Jaden stopped as sofie was going in other direction..he thought she has something to do at college building hence she is going..Sofie shaked her hand with Chris and hugged him without looking anywhere and then went out from other gate.

Suddenly another thunder enlightened womb of earth and Jaden came back from this subconscious dream holding more tears in his eyes..that was the last time he met sofie..and no one knows where is she now. With more tears in eyes, wind was blowing more stronger, struggling to provide peace to his son.
It was more darker now inside and outside of Jaden , His body started becoming numb with heavy heart and pinching pain in soul ..Jaden started felling on the ground and it was the time when ocean was really able to touch forehead of his son with other wave ocean hugged Jaden.

Suddenly, a voice appeared in Jaden'e eyes a sound from sky...Jaden..Jaden..as if guardian angel was thundering all directions with her voice..." my son ..I can feel the pain that you are going through..it hurts me also when it hurts you...can't you see this ocean .this wind this earth..struggling to comfort you" ohh did't you feel these are my arms and hands...and can't you feel yourself as part of me...your body and soul is made up of soil..this wind always blows inside you whever you breath..same ocean is running inside your body...can't you feel yourself as part of these as you are made from these, you live cause of these and you again meet these all at end...you are my son your nature is blissfulness..." I will destroy all the reasons which ever can even try to hurt my most beautiful son" it hurts me when you you feel pain you are my son as well as my my own existence extended far more. " why do you feel yourself alone in darkness"..." ohhh look inside you and i am flowing in every cell of your body it's me only that you breath..it's me only that you eat..it's me only that you search in love..always inside most near to you.. knocking door of your conscious" . " Hold my hand and can't you feel i am also incomplete without you..as you are without me?"

" I am always with you..as I was always and its my destiny to be with you always." Why are you hurting me by hurting yourself...so listen I am going to tell you most famous secrets of existence

It was neither me nor you nor anything before beginning...it was oneness..just one blissfulness ..peace.
Suddenly desire came...and with desire that oneness started breaking ..n started getting divided in two..three and then many..with all divisions ..there was excitement..and we all started making different identities..and hence ego started appearing in our nature. " As you can see you can not exist without sea, wind, earth..similarly they can not exist without you ..cause you are pure form of consciousness . I realized and division stopped..but part that got scattered ..I am still waiting for them to get back..ohh it's so easy..but when i look above from earth .i find it so difficult for them to quit ego, desires and to melt again in oneness.
"Jaden you are as strong as whole universe is...no desire no feeling can touch you..cause that is not your nature ..that is your earning..open the fist...and see you have all wonders in you..and in every wonder you will find yourself.."being a part of me ..can't you feel you are strength in stronger...beauty in beautiful..light in sun..mass in earth" If i am spreaded everywhere..so you are..you are my son..but can't you see you are also me myself"

" Wake up look at the sky..I will hold your hand always and I never left your hand too..you have meaning purpose ..get up and as I am helping you help every particle to grow..collect them back.." Life is accident ..but is also opportunity..if you think you have lost something very precious than you are wrong..you can never loose cause you can even never gain a single thing that you never had. I will be guide for you beyond time ...look ahead and it's light everywhere waiting for you..a transmuted life is waiting near for you..with me you will find everything easy. And try to wipe out your tear..it may take time ..depending upon how much fast and how much intense you can feel me. I am your mother your guardian angel ..your undivided portion ." Jadedn wake up ....wake up.........

With next stream of ocean ..Jaden opened his eyes....he saw ocean wave going towards ocean..as if he was cuddled by ocean for longer time. He felt more energy..a strength ..to stand on his legs..with a power to fight against thougts which were pinching his soul. Standing on his legs..he looked as powerful as sky itself it. He faced towards red building of his college and started walking towards his hostel bulding at north south of building.


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